Why... hello there darling, My first teenage love affair.
Life lesson #3: Don't dwell on the negative when there is still a life to live...and remember, turn around is fair play.
So after having an unfortunate fortunate turn of events, I found myself standing in a pool of "What ifs?" and "Maybe this...", "Perhaps that..." and "If I remember accurately, there's that one vague incident that time before the last when I almost kind of called and the rain started to fall and it was like a metaphor from God... a vague psychic moment..."
I said unfortunate fortunate because after months of praying for a turn around, and ultimately accepting things for the way they are like a cynic with my pessimistic expectations.... what I was waiting impatiently for seems to be happening... and all it has rendered is me being one thoroughly confused individual.
Pleasantly surprised yet slightly annoyed.
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I decided that why question everything. What will be, will be. What is in the dark, will eventually come to light... and until that point - Be happy.
Why devote so much energy into validating unhappiness when you can sit and revel in the moments of why you should be happy?
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Nobody sits one place for a long time because they don't like the situation they're in... and even if they don't like it, nobody sticks so long lest it bothers them enough to move....
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- Alicia Keys
Yesterday was Adri's birthday.... 'Twas a unique experience. A friend who isn't really supposed to celebrate birthdays celebrating birthdays.... I hope she enjoyed it.
Adri says she likes her gift... *perks eyebrow*
Tomorrow is daddy's birthday.... We're planning a surprise birthday party. Yummy.
OOooo and Renata's birthday was the 27th of Feb... but I finally got around to getting and giving her a birthday gift... she claims she likes it... I must look for something more.
I gave my friend their necklace today... they say they likes it...
I've lost so much faith in my ability to buy nice gifts.... hmm....
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On the 5th floor stair case
I'm wanna give you this letter
Of all the things I cant say
Want you to be my first my last my ending and beginning
I wrote your name in my book
You last name my first
I'm your Mrs.
When the lights are on outside
Could you find somewhere to hide
Cause I just don't want to say goodbye
Cause you are my baby baby
Nothing really matters
I don't really care
What nobody tell me
I'm gunna be here
It's a matter of extreme importance
My first teenage love affair
Shelli floats to her exit.
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